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Reckless Part One

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Published: Aug 18, 2010

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^{I've always wanted to be this way. Gone with the wind, forever lost in a world only I could create, the only things left of a forgotten soul the distance whispers carried by storms of old, only to be washed away by the wind. To be free is something startling, something so chaotic, no words can describe it.. It is terrifying beyond belief, but with new found strength I'm so sure I can handle this! Then again.. I've been wrong about plenty of things in the past. I've been wrong about.. Well, pretty much everything. Life, love, happiness, joy, peace, anger. But.. but I don't want to think about all that! Not now, not when I've finally found freedom.. Freedom.. I can already feel it starting to slip away. I was so close.. so close. It was right there, right at my fingertips, just a simple moment of pure bliss, so pure and peaceful compared to the agony life tends to throw in the faces of my dying generation. There's no point in trying to hide it anymore. I can't feel love, or positivity, or belonging. There is no way for me to live here any longer, not like this, not when I've been shattered, taped together, and broken again. Tape and glue can only go so far before there's no more pieces left to try and fit together. Guess I'll just have to allow myself to fall apart, hide in the flames of shadowed negativity, and pray that in the end this was all worth it...}